I'm so LAZY!!!!!!!

So its been awhile since Ive blogged. I know I'm getting pretty lazy about it. I just feel like there's never enough time in the day to do what has to be done let alone take time out to blog. However, I realized something as I lay in bed last night (early this morning rather) that kind of struck me.... The whole reason I even created a blog is because I NEED to release some feelings and messages about how I feel or how God affected me TODAY. This makes it an extension of my ministry which is of course the most important thing in my life. So how is it that just because I'm lazy...I neglect the most important part of my life. HMM.... maybe I should start prioritizing my blog a little bit more.

awaiting the unbearable

Well, I promised I wouldn't always come in high spirits and I was right. Worked at the church all day today and halfway through the day, Davis whom Ive been staying with the a few days tells me Ive done something that pissed him off. He wouldn't say what "yet" and I am still waiting to hear what exactly it is. I feel a huge pit in the middle of my stomach that makes me feel weighted down. I always get this feeling when I am waiting on a confrontation I know to be inevitable. Hopefully its nothing, but who knows.

I'm just praying everything works out with no one hurt.

~Amen~